I can honestly say that I have just breathed a sigh of relief. You know the one. The one where you have found your joy. Maybe you haven't reached it yet, but it's coming. Today is my day! I have been waiting for something to fill my days, with me! Simply me! Selfish? Maybe. Oh well I deserve it!
I was (still am slightly) that woman who got up every morning, went to work, came home, cooked dinner for my fiance, then went to bed. That was the extent of my day. Of course one of my releases was shopping, still is actually, but that is a tragedy on my bank account!
Last September I made a change and a promise to myself to do right by me. Give myself life again. Don't get me wrong, I am far from depressed. You know how it is though, we get so caught up in the day to day monotony, that we rarely take time out to really live. You know what I mean? Just live your life and do things that honestly and truly give you pleasure.
So in September I started with a simple step, I started working out! Crazy? Funny? Just hear me out. It changed my entire perspective of myself. I felt in charge and in control again! Plus it didn't hurt when I started seeing results. The proverbial icing on the cake! I've still got a long way to go until I reach weight loss goal, but I'm on my way, and it feels wonderful!
Now in 2011, I have started conquering my fears and believing that the dreams I dream, are only dream because I have yet to bring them into fruition. Lets just countdown my list for 2011 and see how I'm progressing.
1. Start exercising-completed Sept 2010!!! (yay me!)
2. Star a Youtube Channel-Completed January 2011! (time to make more videos www.youtube.com/classyladykaycee)
3.Plan my wedding-I'm so behind on this one! Getting married 11-11-11!
4.Get in the best shape of my life!
So far this is my list, and it's getting longer day by day. I'm ready to move forward, and I hope you'll join me! No kids, 3 dogs, and my wonderful soon-to-be husband! That's my life! I'm a happy woman. Silly, passionate, funny, memorable....and enjoying this moment. The start of a new day! My day!